Silent City

I wanted to tell you that I left.
I wanted to tell you that I am never coming back.
I wanted to tell you that I would be hundreds of miles away.
I wanted to tell you that you wouldn't miss me.
I wanted to tell you that that kills me inside.
I wanted to tell you that you make or break my day.
I wanted to tell you that everytime you walk away, I really wish you were walking to me.
I wanted to tell you that you can do anything.
I wanted to tell you that you were holding me back.
I wanted to tell you that none of the tears were ever because of you.
I wanted to tell you that you don't matter to me.
I wanted to tell you that you are nothing.
I wanted to tell you that I hate your touch.
I wanted to tell you that talking to you doesn't give me butterflies in my stomach.
I wanted to tell you that I hate you.
I wanted to tell you that I love you.

But all I could ever tell you was nothing.